i bid you farewell part II

this is how it goes..

its 6am.. iam heading to bed

at 8am bu janah came shouting my name

she said "nini sakit kuat"

i got up from my 2hr sleep then brush my teeth without even shampoo my hair and change clothes

i got out

then bu janah got a call....

the first word come out was "inalillah ..." then she shout "nini meninggal"

which set us an alarm... we all jump from our bed...every single one of us... we were VERY shock

especially me...just remembering her saying the 'meninggal' word i got this "felling" and iam sure i dont like it at all


my expectation was 'shes gonna be ok' but shes not.. i thought that..its not her time ryte now..

i can see it coming..but not this soon


she didnt get the chance to see me or babu juju for that matter..


as i arrive at the hospital..

my uncles aunties grandfather were... sheding their tears... i really cant help myself..

i dont know why i have this felling just to be not-sad...iam not emo

yes sue me for saying that


help...

every prayer counts...

♫♫bobby