REBORN

lol

this blog is so dead.

my prev posts scared the fuck out of me.

shows how fucking immature iam.

thank god, puberty hits the right way. Atleast i want to think that ive grown up.

So, iam writing this post which inspired from todays incident where my friend, dedicate several of his posts to the one that he, kinda love, whom is also my friend. The story does not end well, from both side i guess. TLDR; she stumble upon his posts about her, which, the way he described it as "pitiful".

this made me remember and wonder about the existence of my own blog. After scouring the net (being dramatic), i found it and bloody hell my posts made me look like a fucking wanna hipster. I deserve a smack in the face.

I do, feel sorrow, when i visit my friend's old blogs, some are accessible and some are not. The old days when people blog consistently, when I was persistent trying to make my blog look outstanding than the rest and i do keep reading my friends posts. Oh what a lovely, young days i had.

I have decided to retain most of the old pictures and posts that ive uploaded here, just to see where i have come from. Iam a sucker for memories, bad/good, theyre worth keeping till you die.

Since my last post is around 5 years ago, ill try to conclude my life over these 5 years in a post. Challenge Accepted!

I enroll to Pusat Tingkatan Enam Meragang at year of 2010. I remember the feeling of getting past through the O level. The feeling was beyond words. I love the fact that i even got to be in form sixth. I had mostly good memories there. I made friends, which until now, ive hang on to them. For fucks ill name them. Theyre, pikah, dee, bazilah, izul, wafi, pipah, bitul, qilah and the rest. After i passed A level with, quite a horrible result, I met bebeh. My life kinda changed in a way. Ive met her family and how i love them to bits. I was kinda reluctant to go to UBD or any other institutions that is in Brunei. I love travelling, hence i wanted to study anywhere else than Brunei. So bebeh, coincidentally wanna study at Malaysia along side Nash, my cousin. The idea was planted in my head that i can study in KL. I was so persistent to go to KL which eventually my parents and my auntie agreed. Sadly, i was not able to do the twining prog. which i can transfer to UK for my final year so I had to enroll to the Malaysia Law course. I bid my family farewell. A whole new chapter of my life begins. For my first year it was a bit lonely, i only had hasrol. Truthfully hes an asshole but he turned out to be an awesome guy in the end. In my course i met these lovely people, Kasin, Abhi and Edward. Second year, i decided to stop confiding to my room and start socializing. and oh boy, i was a social butterfly. I have started to met wonderful people. People who i will cherish forever i guess. Theres, Fuad, Mizah, Mariah, Arni, Francine, Amanda, Zayas, Bihah, Sean and etc etc. There are few rough patches between my friends and I. some left some stay. Third year was a breeze. it really passes on by too quickly. I do not wish it to end. This bulky chapter of my life just started for me. But i cant really burden my family anymore. Iam finishing soon, 2 more months and iam out of here. A whole new adventure awaits. I have a flight tomorrow lol.

Love you,

Bobby